Still Alive

www.myspace.com/confused_angel Go there, that's where I am.

Peace

I'm alive!

I just don't post on here as often.  If you want to see what I've been doing or just for shits and giggles, my myspace is www.myspace.com/confused_angel it's on private so you have to know my last name or my e-mail to add me.  And if you don't know either of those well then that just sucks doesn't it?  Nah, if I DO know you and it just slips your mind, leave me a message on it and I'll add ya.

Confused Angel

Religion

On my last post I recently put up I got a lovely comment about how I need to find God from some person that I have never met/heard of/seen before in my life.  I wish I wouldn't have deleted the comment because it would be proof of what I'm about to rant about:

I really couldn't give a flying fuck about what people believe in.  If you think about it, religion is what fucked this world over in the first place.  You can't prove to me that there is a "god."  I believe that he/she/it is all just a figment of imagination for people who have no self confidence and have to think that something/someone is wanting them to do something instead of them actually believing they could do it themselves.  I'm not an athiest because I respect that people have these beliefs.  I don't however, respect people who try to shove them on me.  I have been to church, I experienced the whole "religious" thing.  All I have to see out of everywhere I have gone is a bunch of hypocrites that do whatever the fuck they want to 6 days a week and think that on Sunday "god" is just going to forgive them for the shit they pull.  I have seen/heard "christians" talk about smoking weed/doing other drugs, cussing, and doing other things that the definition of a christian isn't supposed to do.  So, if you want to believe in some religion, that's great!  Go for it!  If it makes you happy, then that's AWESOME.  I just don't want to hear about it.  I do care about people, I really do.  I do my best to help others and I appreciate others helping me.  But I do what I do out of my own heart, and not out of "god's will."  So ask yourself, are you what you really say you are?  This world is getting more fake by the second.

Wow, it's 3:30AM.  I haven't ranted for a LONG time.  whew!

Peace out

Confused Angel

I was bored

SO FAR IN 2007..

1. Have you had a gf/bf?: no
2. Have you had your birthday? not yet, April, 21!!!
3. Been to church? No, don't think I'll ever go again
4. Cried yet?: Yeah
5. Had someone close to you pass away?: no
6. Pulled an all nighter?: yeah actually, and it was New Years, lol
7. Drank starbucks?: Not yet
8. Gone shopping?: Yes.
9.Gone to the movies?: No
10. Been to the beach?: Nope.
11. Bought something for over $200?: No.
12. Met someone new?:yeah
13. Been out of your home state?: no
15. Gone snowboarding?: No

[[In The Past Month...]]
1. Kissed someone?: Yeah
2. Slept in a friends bed?: No.
3. Snuck someone over? I don't need to sneak anyone in.
4. Snuck out of your own house?: I don't need to, I go wherever I want & do whatever I want.
5. Been in a bar?: Nah.
6. Lied?: yeah.
7. Gotten a car?: No.
8. Gone over your cell phone bill? yeah
9. Been called a whore? nope
10. Drove somewhere?: Yeah.
11. Done something you regret?: yeah

[[Last's...]]
Thing you bought?: cigs
Person you hugged?: Jen (my elmo ninja!)
Person to call you?: dad
Last time you took a bubble bath?: A LONG time ago
When was the last time you walked/ran over a mile?: Awhile ago.
Who was the last person who saw you cry?: gavin
Who was the last person who made you cry?: my mom
Who was the last person you watched a movie with? no one
Who was the last person you danced with?: dave and I were joking around at Tammy's cheerleading practice, lol
Who did you last yell at? Marcelle
Who last told you they loved you? dad
Who makes you smile most? all of my REAL friends
What are you listening to right now?: George Lopez on HBO
What did you do yesterday?:  worked
Have you ever been in a mosh-pit?: yeah!
Hugs or kisses?: both











1. First thing you do in the shower? Shave.
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2. What color is your favorite hoodie? Grey.
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3. Do you like coffee? Yes.
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4. How do you get to school? I don't go to school anymore
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5. How are you feeling RIGHT now? tired
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6. Whats the last letter of your crush's name? Y
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7. Do you say aim or a-i-m? AIM.
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8. Tell me about the last dream you remember having: I don't really dream
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9. Could you eat your favorite food everyday for a month? No.
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10. What are you craving? Nothing.
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11. Do you floss? Once in a while
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12. What comes to mind when I say cabbage? ew
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13. What color do you wear the most? black or blue
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14. How old is your dad? 53
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15. Would you dance with me to the taco song? yeah, but I never heard the taco song I don't think....
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16. Have you ever counted to 1,000? yeah
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17. Do you bite into your ice cream or just lick it? I bite
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18. Do you use smileys? Sometimes.
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19. How many rooms are in your house? 7
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20. Have you ever met a celebrity? Yeah.
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21. Do you like cottage cheese? No.
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22. What's the last song you had stuck in your head? the snickers song
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23. How many countries have you visited? None.
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24. Are your parents strict? yeah
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25. Would you go sky diving? no
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26. Would you go out to eat with George W. Bush? No.
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27. Would you throw potatoes at him? yeah, lol
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28. Is there anything sparkly in the room you're in? no
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29. Have you ever tried to get inside the refrigerator? haha yeah, lol, not the one here though
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30. Do you rent movies often? No.
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31. Who sits in front of you in math class? don't have math class
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33. What state are you from? PA.
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34. Can you count backwards from 74? Yeah.
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35. Where were you Friday night? Producing news
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36. Brown or white eggs? white
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37. Like rap music? Not really.
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38. Ever taken a train? yeah
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39. Experienced the twin towers falling in New York? I don't want to talk about that, my dad was supposed to be on one of those planes....
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40. Do you know who Skye Sweetnam is? who?
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41. What day of the week is it? Saturday.
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42. What was your Lunch? steak
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43. What is your best friend doing tomorrow? uhhh, I know Tammy has Cheerleading practice
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44. What does your screen name mean? I'm confused, and angel is because it's opposite of devil and confuseddevil sounds weird
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45. Ever have cream puffs? yeah
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46. Have you ever seen The Butterfly Effect? no, don't care to
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47. So, how about those Mets? Orioles are better
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48. When was the last time you went to the movies? fall
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49. What's your boyfriend/girlfriend's sisters names? I don't have a boyfriend
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50. What is your bus number for school? I don't go anymore, I don't even remember what it was! lol
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51. Is your hair curly? no
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52. Last time you cried? the other day
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53. Ever walked into a wall? yeah
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54. Favorite character in scooby doo? Scooby.
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55. Have you ever bought anything from Pac Sun? jeans, once
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56. Are you currently wearing socks? turtle ones, lol
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57. Favorite time of the year? Spring
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58. Do you enjoy the sound of violins? yeah
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59. Are you a generally happy person? no
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60. Are you wearing jeans? Yes.

Shut the fuck up

I'm tired of people always bothering me on what's wrong, if I wanted to tell you then I would then wouldn't I?  I'm just not going through a good time right now and I will only let a few select people know what's going on because they've been there for me through all the shit that's been happening for the past year or so.  So if I tell you I don't want to talk about it then I don't want to fucking talk about it!  It's that simple!

I can't wait until I move.  I want to change my name... I might....

Confused Angel